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Dec 31 2008

On Reading “After great pain, a formal feeling comes” by Emily Dickinson

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I have often wondered how lonely and depressed Emily must have been to come out with the poems she did. Death and sorrow are recurrent themes in her poems. In her poem “Because I could not stop for death”, she goes to the extent of glorifying death as a gentleman caller. In “I felt a funeral in my brain”, she speaks of death and from another point of view, insanity.

 

Any person, who has ever undergone a great tragedy and survived it, will immediately identify with the emotions running through the poem, “After great pain, a formal feeling comes”. One doesn’t know what kind of “pain” she is referring to- it could be death of a loved one, it could be a broken relationship, it could be a dream not realised. The “great pain” is subjective. Pain is triggered off by different things in different people.  But the feelings that follow the pain are universal.

 

After the most intense wave of grief has come and gone, a strange feeling comes. We feel almost detached, “formal”. We start wondering if it was we that that felt the great pain. There is this feeling of numbness, which I feel the words “Nerves sit ceremonious”, “stiff Heart” describe. Nothing touches us. Life seems dry and everything is meaningless.

 

We just go about are routine mechanically. We don’t know what else to do, so we do whatever we are used to doing. “The Feet, mechanical, go round”. Note how different parts of anatomy are described, as if the person is no longer one whole. Yet, there is this “Contentment, like a stone”. We feel do not feel the real, happy “contentment”. We feel the “contentment” of a person who has no emotions left, as if the life has been squeezed dry out of us and what remains is a stone. The sorrow was so intense that no more tears are left to be shed and yet not smile will touch the lips.

 

This same numbness is reflected in the next stanza “the Hour of Lead”. We do not know if this numbness will ever pass. Will we ever go back to being happy? After the sorrow, we feel the chillness of solitude, then there is a lack of sensation and finally we just accept our fate, resign to it and then there is the “letting go”.

 

If you have been leading warm, content lives or are in a phase where everything seems bright and sunny this poem will have very little or no impact on you. In fact, it might make no sense. But if you have just suffered, take out this poem and read, every sentence, every word will bear meaning. Whenever I read this poem, I feel an immediate bonding with poet. I feel like reaching out and hugging the poor, lonely poet who could only find a good friend in her pen.

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Dec 30 2008

To begin at the Beginning

It is difficult to say when exactly the English language started. Some say it could have started with the Celts, the original inhabitants of what is now called England. But it is largely accepted that we can trace the origins of this great language to the Anglo-Saxons, who occupied the country. From then on, English language grew and evolved, borrowing liberally from anyone it met. In fact most of the major languages in the world have contributed to the growth of English! Greek, Latin, French and German were some of the earlier languages to donate their vocabulary to English. When England had a French ruler for a period of time, French was given precedence over the native English. French was the “court language” and hence the aristocracy spoke French while English became the layman’s language. Then came the era of colonization, this brought in words of African, India, West Indian and other origins. The industrial revolution, the world wars and the current burgeoning technology have all contributed to enriching this language. Though the London English was standardized, there was no way the scholars could check its growth. Wherever the British went, they left English behind. English has thus become a world language with as many versions as the regions in which it is spoken. It is due to its ability to adapt and adopt that the language is still alive and still developing.

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